February 2011
43 posts
Feb 28th
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“You know it isn’t real love if you love because of the title.”
Feb 28th
5 tags
Love is never ours.
I can fall in love with art, over and over again. As if time had never parted our ways, nor had all the abstract things that could have taken up the space in between my love for it.  It’s in my everyday, and I honestly think it’s one of the things that keep me going no matter what happens, no matter what feelings come, no matter what troubles, pains or desires. It’s what anchors...
Feb 27th
This is stupid.
Honestly, come on…  I can’t stand to think these things are happening when they aren’t meant to be problems in the first place. Especially when they have nothing to do with certain people :( It just makes matters worse… . Hay nako. So now, there’s more tension. It’s so much harder to work and make something work out with more tension, and we wasted time with...
Feb 27th
Slightly Paranoid
So the past few days. I don’t know.  They’ve been wonderful but I don’t know.  I’m not ready to just put my heart in the line right there. And I don’t like how it makes me feel like I disappear from work or the people I usually stay with …  I don’t know.  So, I don’t know. Ughhhhhh. It’s kinda scary to trust also - right now :( This is...
Feb 24th
Better Together
Why vote straight for Teamwork?  Just the name answers the question, Teamwork. & I’m not just referring to our slate, I’m also referring to all of you. It’s much harder to work towards the vision we prepared together if you or one of us will be missing.  I don’t proclaim that we have all the right solutions but trust in my discernment of the team I brought together,...
Feb 15th
Feb 15th
7,680 notes
And if he's not it.
Then he’s not. Someone else will come my way and be the one to sweep me off my feet (even if I don’t like being treated like a princess) he’ll make me feel like I’m wonderful and I will be every bit of wonderful God had possibly allowed me to be.  Not just to him, not just to me, but to everyone. Because this kind of love is not meant to be kept private, this kind of love...
Feb 14th
I'd rather love than fight. I'd rather love than...
And I thought my heart has felt enough for the day.  Gosh. This is driving me into a different dimension. I wonder if it’s possible to share your feelings with things so that they empty out of you - and it feels easier to focus. There’s just so much to do and time is running out… There are the people counting on me to be able to support them - and so I will. What’s hard is...
Feb 14th
Oh World,
I am so sorry for being such a moody freakshow lately :’( Don’t understand what’s wrong with me. I’m so agitated sort of. I still have to figure out what’s up. All the while trying to get my heart to shut up because it’s been so crazily ringing. So many things to worry about!  I pray it will be alright. I don’t want to be hurting anymore. 
Feb 14th
Fudge itttttt. So hard to concentrate when you’re thinking of so many really different things. =| 
Feb 13th
Maui,
You will always be in our prayers.  Thank you for sharing with us your life and helping us be more thankful of our blessings. For someone who literally could not do anything but smile and laugh - you have become such a blessing. We love you!!! Thank you. <3 
Feb 12th
Feb 11th
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Guess who?
Let’s play the game of Guess Who.  How would you feel if someone kept trying and calling to ask for money.  How would you feel if they did the above about every season. How would you feel if someone kept asking if you know anyone rich.  How would you feel if someone complained about your car being mediocre, that if they’ll be using your car again in the future - they might as well...
Feb 11th
Loveit.
I love it how I feel God’s presence in the smallest and most unexpected of things. Fuel me with the good vibes and strength to keep at trying to be the greatest I can be in this lifetime.
Feb 10th
“Be on your guard; STAND FIRM in the FAITH; be men of COURAGE; be STRONG.”
– 1 Corinthians 16:13
Feb 10th
“Don’t eff it up. Fix it up.”
– BNO of Magic 89.9
Feb 10th
FIGHT.
FIGHT!!!
Feb 9th
1 tag
Happy People
An anonymous Formspring question which turned out to be one genuine reason why I feel better today. :)  1. Happy people create their destiny. 2. Happy people like themselves a lot. 3. Happy people nurture connections. 4. Happy people find delight everywhere. 5. Happy people embrace change. 6. Happy people trust deeply.  7. Happy people work their purpose daily. :) Hope these things can help...
Feb 9th
Feb 8th
848 notes
4 tags
Feb 8th
10,263 notes
“I want to sail the seven seas, meet the mermaids, ride a pegasus and fly fly fly...”
Feb 8th
Pepe Diokno: Blog: Calling out PDI: shame on you →
pepediokno: Dear journalists, when doing a story on the “existence of a report,” verification doesn’t mean checking if the report exists, it means checking if the report is truthful. ‘Cause if the report is false, why run it? And if it’s true, wouldn’t you want to support your sources with hard evidence… Investigate the truth.
Feb 7th
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“HECK NO. Am I giving up the things I love. I am merely setting aside for a...”
Feb 7th
Feb 7th
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Feb 7th
Serenitea: Not Your Ordinary Cup Of Tea
This blogging business is turning out to be a slight addiction.  Better than the last addiction I’m trying to get over anyway, at the very least. After having a haircut at Huelgas, I decided to stop by Serenitea (out of boredom since my mother was still not yet done with her hair being fixed).  I’m usually a coffee tea junkie, I love drinking frappes, ice blended drinks, tea lattes...
Feb 7th
“Let us be. Desideratum. I’m just slightly torn… between the things...”
Feb 7th
Inside my prison, Feisty
The steamy read Shadows across the bed Twisted body Arched, cradled, comforted The scent of white apricots In a city bedroom Forever sunshine Streaming through the window The rhythm of the xylophone Tickling every nook of my body Pleasure to the ears The raw thumping of the bass What a crazy craving Oh the saxophone started The ecstasy inside my prison.
Feb 7th
Feb 7th
2,335 notes
My Medicinal Dietary Supplement
Oh wait, I’m not yet challenging my privacy since I don’t bother telling people or letting people find out I have Tumblr. :)) Well, I enjoy the privacy. But the point is to be comfortable with being open and sharing. Overcoming boundaries of the mind to a certain point. I think it’s healthy to be able to say what you want, be what you want, and be comfortable with people being able to see you...
Feb 6th
Feb 6th
3 notes
4 tags
Was he?
Thinking  Seeing again I loved every inch Of his body His skin His scent Every groove and turn and fold No matter the dirt The roughness our love brought Caged, senseless fight, what struggle I’d kiss it all until it became Nothing but mine A piece of the world So beautiful So beloved And he was mine. 
Feb 6th
Somewhere down the road...
We get into things that are just really hard to keep into our schedules… and our lifestyle. :(  I just came from a lesson with Toni at MPC, and stayed the afternoon to watch Violet, Beliz, Fern to  compete - and spent a little time with Andrea and Monica, Anna… and it’s great! Overall anyway….  … I just can’t believe I gave up the opportunity to show jump and...
Feb 5th
Great.
I’m now even too pissed to listen to music. Amazing. Congratulations to you. Bow. 
Feb 5th
Feb 4th
“And the people we strive to be battle what can hurt us the most.”
Feb 4th
In the case of mothers.
Siyempre, instead of a ‘What’s wrong?’ , I get a ‘Bahala ka.’. Awesome.
Feb 4th
Feb 4th
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What day is it? And in what month?
I just stumbled on one of those little notes I’d pass to a loved one during class.  I love you. I love you too. I swear, those are the words which everything seems to revolve around… Our issues with self, since it starts if we don’t get enough of it from family, love of self, then it moves on to the people we end up loving as we grow older…  But what sucks the most from...
Feb 4th
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I’m feeling queasy. :(
Feb 3rd
Incredibly tired but happy. :) Happy things today: - RTRing and it doesn’t feel weird like last year. I wonder why? - Team Work’s just so awesome. :) knowing I am given the chance to work with these people makes me feel blessed. - at the same time, I can’t wait to get back on a horse! Buddy’s at Polo starting today so that I can train with Toni Leviste for the next two weeks. Preliminary...
Feb 2nd
“With regards to TeamWork, I sing: I don’t know why but with you I’d...”
– Nina Gonzalez
Feb 1st
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