June 2011
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Letter to No One
You sure hurt me. Anyone who wouldn’t be given just some time to speak, would feel hurt. Beware of snakes they said. I just wished you were the person you claimed to be.
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“The stiffer one is, the harder it is to move. It’s not about rigidity;...”
– I’ll be running around in circles until I get it all just right, then I’ll let my mind wander onto scribbles, and before I even know it, I’ll be creating architecture out of all the running I’ll be doing. Architecture of the body, architecture of the soul, architecture of the...
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“Pearls lie not on the seashore. If thou desirest one thou must dive for it.”
– Ancient Chinese proverb
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“Confidence is admitting who you are, what you’ve done, and loving yourself...”
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One thing I know to be true
When you decide to share something with someone, especially because you believe that that someone will appreciate and understand you, yet they turn a blind eye or deaf ear on you? It sucks, and it hurts. Call me sensitive, but being ignored by someone you love, and would like to share something to, can be harsh and rude. But here is an instant of life, a role, I refuse to play in this world. A...
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It would be better to be dear jay,
but it’s still dear dennis.
Dear dear Dennis.
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“Before cleaning your body, how about cleaning your soul first?”
– Lolo Kikoy. One thing I know for certain that I must do, it’s to read on my family’s history. For our “anniversary”, Firlgriend gave me a book her Lolo made in memoir of her grandmother. She and i read the last few pages of it and clasped our hearts in amazement of how much...
“Before we make any move towards anything, we should ask ourselves “is it...”
– Yesterday’s main theme.
I'm a house of cards
I wish I were with the rest of the team, doing prod and log work… I hate it when I’m not hands-on with a job, and I wasn’t so involved with the planning. But then, when it comes to dealing with people? I don’t know. I just really get repelled by people who don’t seem genuine, I guess. I get so wary. All those experiences in the past, they’re over and done but...
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Oh well. We come and we go. All we can do is hope everything’s going to be better again, someday.
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Emotions
are just so tiring. Beautiful, but down right encapsulating - to the point that you’re either in the sunniest spot on earth or the darkest niche invisible to all eyes on the planet.
“& you’d rather keep the words unspoken, undefined, unlimited - just...”
– oh these times are hard, they’re making us crazy, but don’t give up
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What a hypocrite,
I am. And I hate myself for it. But I’ll personally make it a point to try do what I say and stick to this. What we may find we lack, is never inherent, perhaps simply a call to claim this is just necessary.
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Look to the possibilities of life, and it will...
“God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.”
I remember those times when my brother was so into listening to Bukas Palad Music. We shared a room then, and it was a time when it was quite turbulent at home. He’d play it every night, as we go to sleep.
Just those moments of silence, and...
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Just The Way You Are :) (cover) By Bruno Mars...
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“Stupidity is not inherent. You are ignorant because you allow ignorance on...”
– Miguel Gonzalez
Makes sense.
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Cracks on the pavement
When I was doing my morning round with my bike, as usual, I encounter malicious stares. Smirks, grins, and eyes I’m glad I pass by in swift motion. Makes me wonder if I should look them back in the eye, and ask them with my eyes “What are you looking at?”.
Shouldn’t we know potential threats if they’re within our vicinity? It reminds me of the reason why I got into...
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“Learning from reading or observing people’s lives, if we get into that...”
Stupid movies... they aren't sad, but they make me...
Stupid movie and the stupid way they make me think and feel stupid things. Swear, every single time I watch a movie it seems like I get reminded of how different, and lonely a person can be. And it gets to me. Well, too bad, because I’ll have to deal. Back to reality, and in my reality, I can’t lose it. I feel my mind stretching and just doing what needs to be done… avoiding...
“No one has a monopoly of the true God, nor is there a nation or religion that...”
– Jose Rizal (via njytolentino) :) God is all in all. Both your words ring true, Aquino and Rizal.
“This is our dream; this is the desire we cherish in our hearts; to restore the...”
– Jose Rizal (Letter to the Women of Malolos)
:) this I have never come across.
“Genius has no country. It blossoms everywhere. Genius is like the light, the...”
– Jose Rizal, to Luna and Hidalgo (via theurbanhistorian)
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Overwhelmed
So many preparations, events and just for one man. Unspoken words.
fuckyeahramielemalubay asked: You're blessed. Always remember! :)
I am going to be smart about this.
And it’s going to work, I can feel it. I’m not going to base my decision for fear of what the norms dictate. Neither am I going to base my decision for fear of what I cannot do. I’ll just have to be able to mold things into becoming something I can do, and make it a learning experience. I’ll make the most of it. And possibly, I won’t be the only one learning. I...
Blue lips, blue veins
And all the gods and all the worlds Began colliding on a backdrop of blue Blue lips, blue veins
I’m not even angry, anymore. Yes, a few curse words escaped my mouth … actually a lot. I feel bad for that since I told myself I wouldn’t curse as my resolution. I’m not so fond whinny childish people who complain about things in life - but sometimes it’s so hard not...
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Clear Liquor
I find that Tumblr or whatever form of media I use to express thoughts or feelings is becoming an addicting alternative space that my heart and mind may be rid of these things while I focus on others. Well, try to. Interestingly enough, I’ve been reading quite a lot regarding focusing - and almost all the sources I have come across mention runners as an example of one exercising his...
“It’s funny how you just break down waitin’ on some sign;
I pull up to the...”
– The Killers, Read My Mind
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“People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed,...”
– Audrey Hepburn
elisemendoza-deactivated2012071 asked: PRETTY BRACELET ALERT! :D
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1. Got to make my very own moroccan mint soy tea latte <3 2. Guiab’s product photos got me so happy! :)) And since Aleks and his sister are asking about the designs :> 3. Ms. May’s crunchies stored for some mid-day munching! 4. Vincent Van Gogh graphic arts book Val gave me :) and to think I was on reading on his life just this summer! 5. 2 new linen shorts on the way to...
Interesting viewpoint of Paolo Coelho on people... →
Sometimes, I wonder if he’s on some type of crack, but usually he seems to make sense. Now… I don’t know.
Not being able to do what you like doing
DRIVES ME FUCKING CRAZY. jiodfndagnf;odngfaipwjfgnpraWIGNJK;’adnfi’wpaNGIPDE’R UGH. It’s like a break-up. But WORSE. I think it’s worse, anyway. So painful. And to think, all I wanted to do was that. Just to horseback. Just to be active, just to be training, and competing in show-jumping. Dreaming of taking myself higher and higher. :(( Ultimately fucking worse...
On this day of your life, Nina, we believe God wants you to know … that there is no way to happiness, happiness is the way.Happiness does not come from seeking new landscapes, but from having new eyes on the same life you’ve always been living.
“You don’t have to do things the same way everyone else does.”
– Note to self.
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Fearless
I know the paths I can take, but I haven’t been making the decision on which to take. Perhaps my viewpoint on how to blend the things I want in my life is not working out, and it’s time to change. Well, all the aspects are pretty much ok, enhanced to a certain point, but I’m not satisfied. So. Change, it will be. Considering! Considering! :) There’s this saying, on how if...
